my house is doing renovation at the gate..is ok for me..but the worker have painted wrong colour on the gate..the colour is not bad..but bcz of it, we need to take more money for the 'cat' to paint back all the wall jus to make them look better..gate only dy use 10k...walao...plus bcz of don wan to take more money, we paint ourselves the wall..this is wat i done for whole day..and take lunch at 3something..then sleep..fuih..tired...at last it is done...no more dust at outside...hate it..

after an episode of drama...

after few days of hard work without any sleep, the proposal is being rejected.not only that, but also being criticized...is it a good thing o not?some of them wil say its really rubbish...for wat im stil here to let ppl laugh at me...its ridiculous...but some wil say...maybe i haven put much effort on it..so its a bad proposal...and some of them wil think his/her idea is good enough...jus need some improvement...which one are u in?
me???i would like to say that im categorized in third....n i won run away jus bcz of little bit scolding n laughing...it doesnt matter...s long s u really try your best...n its a good way of learning by giving others to criticized our work...if not there are no improvement in your life...for sure...learn something new...

help...:'(

sddly dunno y feel very sad n very fan...after chatting with someone i feel like...haiz...is it really that uncomfortable?yes, it is!!!know him for almost one year...at first, he is ok...cz not very close...slowly, after few meetings n dine, feel like his attitude is not really good...every words also has meaning...n the words wil make ppl really uncomfortable n feel he is very arrogant..like every one cant be better than him..well, wrong!!there are many of them better than him..contact him for help also wil be mentioned by him in every meeting...sigh...
thats y recently im avoiding him...i know its wrong...but wat can do..i really don wan to get close as i wil feel wanna run away from him...ask me out also have many excuses n lying...feel very bad...suan le...really wan to feel relieve but cant...anyone can help me???

the first day...^-^

its the first day i write my blog....few years ago, i said to myself that i wil buy a book for my diary...but stil din do it..dunno why...is it nth to say o express out??o nth special happen to me??haha...don think so...the 100% reason, of course because of laziness...give excuses that don have time to write...
so why i start it now??its bcz of a drama...touching drama...she writes her diary even she has difficulties...and writes it to prove to ppl that she stil alive n able to write even the writing is ugly...this teach me that i shud create one too...not only bcz of letting ppl know im stil ok here but also let ppl know wat im doing now...
today is friday...the first day of raya holiday...feel new n nth to do here...friends all at kl...wat can i do here jus homework...stil cal it homework??assmt....most of the time also sleeping...thinking is it life really that boring???o i din explore it???of course stupid excuses again...lazy n no time to do other things...there are many things can do...jus u din do it...then why u r like that??dunno....everyday hope tmr wil be different but no...so..the same thing, hope tmr wil be different...