holiday....

holiday....other ppl's holiday is very fun but it looks different for me...they wil enjoy everyday...go anywhere n do anything...i jus work...everyday i wil think y my life is like that???its jus dull n boring...i don wan to be like this...but wat can i do..nth...think money...think family..then everything wil worthy if i work...ya...worth...

for the first week, its tiring n painful...s, long time din stand for 10 hours...then i go n talk to the in charge person...maybe i wil stop working if its continuous..then mom gave me a kind of medicine..miracle...haha..stop the pain...so i continue my work til the third week...start my 'old friends'...not getting well after few days...so i resigned...then go back home..rest..but til now stil got a little bit cough..haiz...take a long time to fully recover...first time..

then i spend some of my salary on my new spec n saloon...haha...cost me 500...ringgit malaysia...not sing dollar...then use around 300 in presents n food n my new year clothes..in one day...this time is sing dollar...keng...buy it when christmas eve...then went to orchard road to celeb it...have a long walk...n snow spray...anyway....something happen...its really frustrating for me...but stil can manage...

im thinking why i have this kind of prob but not others..is it i haven meet someone like that o its my own prob..the feeling make me wanna go to another place to start a new life with myself entirely changed...is it a good idea????haha...don think so...if i can do that i don think i need to work...jus wat im thinking now i also dunno...

i think every gal needs someone to care bout her...including me i think...but i feel like im not desperate til i need it now...i think this is not the time for me to be with someone...jus dunno why...don think i can accept any guys...sorry, guys...i hope when i accept a guy, the guy is the choice i really wan...n the right one...

now is the time for me to study...not going to think bout any other things...jus hope i can get a good result...new sem....new life...this is wat i say every sem...haha...but look like the same...nth change....sien....kla...really sien liao...bye...